i am not dead! still alive. making this post to let you know ill be moving accounts soon.

letting you know im still alive and doing much better. ive been very overwhelmed but i will post what ive made soon.

my heart enzymes are normal now

i miss feeling safe.

the few years i was too stupid to even remember or understand the damage, i miss not those years, but the perception of safety.

im bigger than the past, the past is fake anyway and so is the future.

im not a sad story, i wont let that happen.

im a big kid now, im cool and im made of leather and i bleed anti-freeze, razor claws and an insatiable hunger.

having to choke on the blood does not deter me, nothing does.

i understand it's good for character development but like, please god, please stop.